Small, simple, safe price, Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets, This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and healsAnd I am not afraid to die, I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut
Would you be my thousand fucks
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
-"Im a fake", THE USED
"Maybe love was the thing Holding me back from all Maybe I'm just the thing To break my own fall"-Silverchair
"All the feelings that fly around like bats come together, hang upside down by their toes, fold up their wings, stop flapping and there's just the music."-witch baby, Francesca Lia Block
She looks into the eyes of her almost-prince-charming’s that hang on her walls and wonders when her real life, perfect prince will save her.
There is a song playing on repeat over and over on the jukebox inside her head. Haunting melodies of words that she thinks were written for her. So she lays her head down and her lips part and softly round the lyrics as they are scribbled on the surface of her tangled heart. She screams along with the bands she loves and knows that every word escaping from her mouth is healing her inside
"I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confined in me was your heart. I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."-A7X
 My favorite diaries:
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dyemylove profile - diary |
| comments: my secret diary. Please don't be afraid to ask for a password. I'll give it to pretty much anyone. Its just locked so that people from my school and in my family can't read it. |
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xforbidx profile - diary |
| comments: my poetry diary. i'm trying to update it more than i do. I write so much that my poetry journal is full and i hardly ever have time to copy them in but i WILL try harder. |
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toxickiss4u profile - diary |
| comments: Me and Beth's Fanfiction. |
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xmestchickx profile - diary |
| comments: This is Amy. She's wonderful. She's a great friend to me and i love her oceans big! *locked* |
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unheardvoice profile - diary |
| comments: This is Beth. I have known Beth forever. She's awsome. She has done so much for me and helped me with so many of my problems. |
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silentcries6 profile - diary |
| comments: Misti is amazing. i think she is a beautiful person. I met her online...a long time ago. She's a good friend to me too. |
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watchmexdie profile - diary |
| comments: misti's poetry. Its really really good. |
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rockmysockx profile - diary |
| comments: GC fan :D |
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avrilkiksass profile - diary |
| comments: Norah. She's cool. although im not a big fan of Avril, i AM a fan of Norah :) She's not one of those "avril is SO punk!" types and i love her for it. |
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gcchick182 profile - diary |
| comments: "bob inspires me--not to do drugs and die" hehe. looking forward to talking with her more. |
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mestupgurl16 profile - diary |
| comments: awsome taste in music. (old diary=viciousgurli) |
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punkrocker77 profile - diary |
| comments: she's cool beans. and when she added me she wrote some nice stuff :) (locked) |
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holdingon4gc profile - diary |
| comments: added me. and she likes GC ;) |
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sunbeam0215 profile - diary |
| comments: My cousin JESS! oh-so-cool, and she gives awsome advice so if you need any (and for some reason you dont ask me..shes your girl) |
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mymixedtape profile - diary |
| comments: cool diary. I havnt talked with her much yet. but i would like to. |
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candy-vomit profile - diary |
| comments: she was on Misti's favorite diary's list, so i checked it out. she's a good read |
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simpleplan1 profile - diary |
| comments: sent her a note because she likes the dark crystal! yay! plus she's an sp fan. double yay! *gone* |
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emotivatedx profile - diary |
| comments: yay this girl seems really really neato. we bonded over wanting GC to go to our warped tours :) |
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blackndnails profile - diary |
| comments: Yay! this girl is so very awsome! you gotta go read...come on you know you want to. |
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likeashadow profile - diary |
| comments: i found her diary...thru somone elses i think. GC fan was the first thing that caught my eye, after that her diary :) |
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strawberry00 profile - diary |
| comments: just lovely :) check out that favorite bands list and tell me she's not awsome. |
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groban83 profile - diary |
| comments: likes SLC punk, so automatically kicks ass hehe |
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hamletwildie profile - diary |
| comments: sent me a note saying she liked how i had guts to list good charlotte AND the casulties in my favorite bands. She has a really good list herself. Ill be reading her diary for sure. |
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k813 profile - diary |
| comments: left me a really sweet note that made me smile ;D This girl kicks so much ass |
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flamehunny05 profile - diary |
| comments: Lovely. Just lovely. This is by far one of my new favorites. Reading every entry. |
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bert-is-sex profile - diary |
| comments: new to dairyland. She likes the used! I almost had a heart attack when i saw her username. And she lives in new england, too, so thats pretty cool. |
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xforget-mex profile - diary |
| comments: very very very cool girl. check out her diary. (livejournal now but she updates every so often) |
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ghostfire profile - diary |
| comments: Seems like a very nice girl. and she has some awsome writing. I can't wait to read more ;) |
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atotalfuckup profile - diary |
| comments: just started reading. See seems fantastic so far :) *locked* |
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gotgaz profile - diary |
| comments: okay. I guess i've always read her diary but it never actually ended up on my list for some reason *shrug* I dissagree with her on some points but hey...thats what makes the world go 'round eh? All in all-cool girl. *locked* |
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guitarphreak profile - diary |
| comments: holy shit. I love her layout. The Used owns. And she's great too. |
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lnghrdrd profile - diary |
| comments: Havn't checked her out yet. But she talked to me on AIM and wanted to know if i could help her with her layout. We'll see how that turns out. |
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takingbackme profile - diary |
| comments: this is brittany. just like me! she's cool shit! (other diaries=takingbackme & gdchrlttgrl) |
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w00tz profile - diary |
| comments: Just found her. She likes the Used. Thats all i know so far...and thats all i needed to know. heh. |
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takeitaway10 profile - diary |
| comments: meant to add her a long time ago but i guess i was stupid and forgot. A Used fan=my new lovely. |
My favorite music: |
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| comments: The Used, Good Charlotte, Silverchair, Rancid, Elvis, Green Day, Aerosmith, linkin park, Skindread,avenged sevenfold, Cyndi Lauper, |
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********** |
| comments: Fall Out Boy, Simple Plan(old), sugarcult(old), bob marley, Pat Benatar, Die Trying, slipknot, Rob zombie, |
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******* |
| comments: Incubus, Nightmare before xmas soundtrack, matchbook romance, ashlee simpson, AFI,Box Car Racer, |
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***** |
| comments: The Distillers, Dropkick Murphy's,the calling (old), Bleeding Through, Letterkills, david bowie, anti-flag, american hi-fi, bad religion, Blink 182,The starting line, New Found Glory, Lars & the Bastards,The Sex Pistols, Less Than Jake, |
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| comments: chevelle, NOFX, AFI, mxpx, my chemical romance, gob, goldfinger, average joe, disturbed, finch, the clash, No Doubt(old), |
My favorite movies: |
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Grease |
| comments: Finding Nemo,Titanic, Armaggendon, Romie and Michelles High School Reunion, Now and Then, All i wanna do, |
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A walk to remember |
| comments: The Lord of the rings(all), SLC Punk (bob rocks my world), Ever after, Edward Scissorhands |
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The lost boys |
| comments: Encino Man, The little mermaid, underworld, fairy tale, The nightmare before christmas, national treasure, the day after tomorrow, bubble boy, |
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The wizard of oz |
| comments: the new guy, the dark crystal, pirates of the caribean, uptown girls, ET, thirteen, how to deal, benny and joon, |
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The labyrinth |
My favorite authors: |
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Francesca Block |
| comments: my favorite book of all time is "Violet and Claire" and its by her... |
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Lurline McDaniel |
| comments: "A Rose for Melinda" made me cry hysterically. |
